Hi I’m back! (Again)

It’s been awfully quiet over here. If you’re still subscribed to this small corner of the internet, thank you for sticking around. ๐Ÿ™‚

I’m doing alright. The Quilted Rose Co. has kept me very busy. I’m currently working on restocking my shop. I can’t believe that I’m doing what I have prayed for and dreamed of for several years. Etsy definitely wasn’t what I had in mind when I thought about starting this endeavor but it made sense the more I prayed about it and so far it’s working out really well!

I’m still at the trophy shop and I still love it. I’ve got two of the best jobs in the world, y’all. I can celebrate people’s achievements during the day and I can create and quilt at night.

I *do* sleep eventually. There have been a lot of nights when I have had trouble sleeping. The worst is when I’m exhausted but sleep won’t come. My mind will race and I’ll be thinking about my next project or my next task. Or I’ve stayed up too late working on something and I’ve caught a second wind. During those nights I’ll talk to the Lord or I’ll sing in my head until I drift off. Waking up the next day is a struggle though, I’m not gonna lie.

I just finished a Bible study on God’s Priceless Woman with a dear friend. We looked at the Proverbs 31 woman and the godly woman described in Titus 2. Then, each week following, we studied a different woman in the Bible and a characteristic mentioned in the above passages. I’ve really enjoyed having someone to study with and pray with on a weekly basis. It has helped keep me accountable in my personal study time and in other areas in my life. The fellowship has been sweet and encouraging to me and it’s been something that I’ve needed in this season of life.

I just came back from a whirlwind family reunion. The whole family drove up to Chicago for the weekend and we saw all of our cousins on both sides. It was wonderful to see everyone and the best part (at least for me) was to give my grandmother her new quilt.

She had asked me to make her a quilt about two years ago and sent me all of the fabric for the fans. I had worked on it off and on, in between moves, school, work, and The Quilted Rose. Now it’s finally completed and in its new home. My first custom order as The Quilted Rose Co. ๐Ÿ˜Š

I am in the process of looking for a car and getting my license. It’s been a slow process, mostly because it’s not a priority for me. ๐Ÿ˜œ

And for those of you who have been following the saga of our nasty next-door neighbors, we have gotten word that they have put their house up on the market! Mom says there will be no premature celebrating…but we’re all praying they move out fast and better neighbors will replace them.

That’s it for now, I think. Hopefully there will be more to share in the coming months and perhaps more sleep(?) Thank you again for sticking around!

To keep up with my sewing projects and latest quilty creations, follow me on Instagram or my Facebook page ๐Ÿ™‚

Advertisements

Almost 200 Followers โ€“ and a Lucent Sylph Award!

I am SO proud of and excited for my friend, RJ! Lucent Sylph is one of my favorites that she’s written (and it’s FRE E on Kindle!) Check out her blog post and enter to win her entire collection! She’s written some incredible books.

https://wp.me/p2umIn-165

I had a breakthrough.

One of the things I struggle with is worth and value in the things I make. To me, each thing I make is like my baby. A piece of my heart and soul is poured into every quilt, every mug rug, every pillowcase, etc. I have been constantly asking myself, “what is this worth? Is this valuable? If I try to sell this, will anyone want it? Will they even like it? And if they do like it, will they be willing to spend their hard-earned money on this thing that I made?” (Y’all, I’m about to open my own quilt shop and I’m having some serious doubts.)

I listened to Taylor Lee give an excellent talk on her Instagram LIVE that shed some light on some of the shadows I’ve had in my brain. I named doubts and fears that apprehended me from sharing or even doing what I love. Like for instance, I have a fear in the back of my mind that the recipient will not appreciate or love what I made for him or her as much as I do. And if they don’t love it, does that mean my work isn’t worth anything? To be completely honest, my doubts about how much my work is worth and how valuable it is translate into my doubts about how much I am worth as a person. “How valuable am I? What am I worth? Am I appreciated and loved? And by whom?” (There’s the deep question.) As I think about myself and my faults, shortcomings, and sin issues, I get so down and wonder how it’s possible that anybody could ever love me. What do people see in me that makes them stick around and tolerate me, like me, and LOVE me? What about me is so interesting?

I had my “aha” moment that broke me. I was asking the Lord (and myself), “what am I worth? What do You see in me?”ย And the answer came as a whisper but it was as plain as day. I am worth JESUS to the God of the universe. Jesus who is perfect in every way and I am not. Jesus who never ever sinned, (not once!) and I sin every single day. Jesus who always pleased the Father and I do not.

And yet, when God looks at me, He does not see my righteousness, He sees the perfect person of His Son. (How can this be!?!?!)

I am completely, entirely, and fully loved by Him. I am worth everything He is, not because of any innate ability or quality of mine, but because He saved me from my sins by giving His life as a ransom for me. And that’s really all that matters. He rescued me. He redeemed me. (You’d think I’d know this, and I did in my head. But it’s been so long since it’s penetrated my heart and sunk in.) Y’all, this never felt real until now!

I am in awe of how God works. He doesn’t leave us in the dark.

So anything good that you see from me, whether it’s something I make or say or do, is not because of me. It’s all because of Jesus, my precious Savior. He has changed my life forever and without Him I am nothing.

The Quilted Rose Co.

I am SO excited to announce that The Quilted Rose Co. is {FINALLY} opening Saturday, March 3rd (3/3)!

Ruth Final Logo.jpg

It has been my dream to open my own quilt shop and now I’m pursuing that dream.

Here are a couple sneak peeks of what will be listed. Let me know what catches your eye!

20171026_080843-1

20171028_140614

20171209_110913

20171209_111036.jpg

20180215_235756[1]


I’ve started a blog in hopes of sharing the stories behind each quilt I’ve made in the past and the quilts that that are yet to be made in the future. Feel free to check it out here!

Morgan Harper Nichols Though.

I love this lady and I love the words she shares. She writes devotionals and poems and she creates beautiful pieces of art, oftentimes combining color and words into an amazing masterpiece. You can find her on Instagram (@thedevoco & @morganharpernichols)

Her words have encouraged me so much in the past several months. She is also a singer. Her soulful voice has accompanied her sister, Jamie Grace, in her latest album, ’91. (Go listen to Daughter of the King)

Hope this encourages you today! โค

A Bottle of Glass Hearts!

I’m watching the snowfall today. What I thought was only going to be > 0.1″ actually turned into a winter wonderland. Needless to say, I’m happy to be home. I’m just trying to figure out what to do on this unexpected day off. ๐Ÿ˜‰

My friend, RJ, is releasing yet another book! This time, a collection of five short stories. Check out her blog to read the descriptions of each one.ย (A Bottle of Glass Hearts!)ย Then come back and tell me which one is most intriguing to you! (Mine is Gem because Soleil is an ESFJ like me!)ย ๐Ÿ˜

***If you absolutely cannot wait to read Lucent Sylph, you can download the kindle version for FREE here.ย (Read Lucent Sylph)ย It’s one of my favorites written by RJ.***